I really wish you would leave me alone
I just wanna be by my own for a second
But you always gotta creep in my dome
Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 14/06/2023 - US C
I really wish you would leave me alone
I just wanna be by my own for a second
But you always gotta creep in my dome
Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon
I reckon you're just as lonely as I am
I reckon you're just lonely as me
I reckon you wanna see me break so you feed me bait
Cause you know what I need, yeah, I know what you need
Oh please, can you just listen up
Just zip it shut, and not interrupt for once?
I mean fuck, this just isn't fun
I’ve been stuck in this rut but I’m done with ya, fuck you cunt
Fuck you too, fuck you, shut up
Cut up, just do it, one, two, nuh-uh
I ain't ever fallin' for that again
I don’t want my mother to look at me like I’m nothin' but a nutter
I just wanna have a moment of peace
I just wanna go to sleep without you
Always callin' me a loner, sayin' that I can’t stay sober
And I should make a rope with the sheets
I just wanna focus on beats
Focus on makin' the dopest release, nah
You should get drunk, you should just jump
You should just thump and explode on the streets
Dammit, man, you make me sick
You’ve always been a crazy prick
I remember the days that we played as kids and you'd say
I should go to the neighbour's place and set flames to it
Take a sip, take a sip
Take a sip, shit, that’s three for your OCD
Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip
That’s four, does that make you tick?
Bet you crave a fifth like you crave the piss
Every day is the same as you chase your fix
You're a slave to the taste of a fake escape
And too lazy to change a bit, you're afraid to quit
So you wait a bit and you wait a bit
Gain weight a bit, what a way to live
Okay, you prick, I get the picture
No need to explain the shit, you’re ashamed of it
Maybe I am
But who are you to judge?
It was you who was tellin' me to do the drugs
And get stupid drunk, I just thought you could use some fun
You were upset, you were dumped
I didn’t say to abuse it once, the truth is
You choose to run from your problems
Don’t blame me for the fact you're a stupid cunt
Take it back
No way, mate, take it back, it ain’t plain as that
I'm the one that remains intact
And at the same time cravin' crap that you made me have
Don’t say I’m a lazy rat
When the greatest fact is I’m trapped in the way you act
You’re just mad that your brain is tapped
You’re the same as your crazy dad, you're a maniac
Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like
To be so messed up that you hope that you die
When you're over your life and you know that you might
Put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive
Cause I think I could focus and try more
Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide
You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside
You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived
Why? Why you gotta do this to me?
You're choosin' to be so abusive and mean
Refusin' to leave till my brain has been taken
You’re basically placin' the noose on the beam
Everybody wants that according to you
No more torment, Jordan, we're through
No more talkin', the door has been shut
I’m ignorin' it, just like you taught me to do
Goodbye
我真的希望你会让我一个人
我只是想独自一秒钟
但是你总是必须在我的圆顶上爬行
总是要在我的区域里说话，所以你知道我算是什么
我认为你和我一样寂寞
我认为你就像我一样孤独
我认为你想看到我休息，所以你喂我诱饵
因为你知道我需要什么，是的，我知道你需要什么
哦，拜托，你能听听吗
只是拉开它，而不是一次打断？
我的意思是他妈的，这没什么好玩的
我一直陷入困境，但我已经完成了，他妈的你unt
也操你，操你，闭嘴
剪下，只要做一个，一个，两个，nuh-uh
我永远不会倒下
我不想让妈妈像我不是一样看着我
我只想和平片刻
我只想在没有你的情况下睡觉
总是称我为孤独者，说我不能保持清醒
我应该用床单绳子
我只是想专注于节拍
专注于Makin'Dopest版本，NAH
你应该喝醉，你应该跳
你应该在街上爆炸并爆炸
该死，伙计，你让我恶心
你一直是个疯狂的刺
我记得我们小时候玩过的日子，你会说
我应该去邻居的地方放火焰
sip饮
喝一口，屎，这是您的强迫症的三个
就像您所做的那首歌一样，嘿，sip
那是四个，这会让你打勾吗？
打赌你渴望五分之一，就像你渴望小便
每天都与您追求修复一样
你是假逃生的味道的奴隶
而且懒得改变一点，你害怕退出
所以你等一下，你等一点
增加体重，是一种生活方式
好吧，你刺，我明白了
无需解释狗屎，你为此感到羞耻
也许我是
但是你要判断谁？
是你告诉我毒品
喝醉了，我只是以为你可以用一些乐趣
你很沮丧，你被扔了
我不是说一次虐待，事实是
您选择从问题中逃脱
不要怪我你是一个愚蠢的unt
把它收回
没办法，伴侣，把它拿回去，那不是那样的
我是保持完好无损的人
同时，您让我有Cravin的废话
不要说我是懒惰的老鼠
当最大的事实是我被您的行为所困扰
您只是为您的大脑被轻拍而生气
你和你疯狂的爸爸一样，你是个疯子
操你，你不知道这是什么样的
如此混乱，希望你死
当你一生都知道你可能
当你哭泣时，把刀放在你的喉咙上，但我选择生存
因为我认为我可以集中精力并尝试更多
不想死于我隐藏的情绪
你不在乎我里面打破了
您只是戳戳和挑衅，直到那一刻到来
为什么？你为什么要对我这样做？
你是如此虐待和卑鄙
拒绝离开我的大脑
您基本上是在光束上的绞索
每个人都想说
没有更多的折磨，约旦，我们经历了
不再说话了，门已经关了
我无视它，就像你教我去做一样
再见